Painbastard
Текст песни Nyctophobia

Every day when we were alone – I slowly died
He said “Be nice and help me...” – then he shut the door
He stripped himself – he stripped me naked
Ande he hurt me (...but I couldn’t escape)
I smelled his sweat and I felt his kinkyness
Closed my eyes and died...

Save my life!
Save my soul!
Tame my rage!
And give me back my innocence!
Take away the blame!
Make me feel clean again!
Protect me from self-distrust
And from nyctophobia!

Eleven years went by – and I became an empty shell
I felt dirty but no water would help
Until the last minute of my life
On a balmy autumn day – my day of reckoning
I found death by my own hand
I said my last prayer:

Save my life!
Save my soul!
Tame my rage!
And give me back my innocence!
Take away the blame!
Make me feel clean again!
Protect me from self-distrust
And from nyctophobia!